Look at me

It’s hard to look sometimes. Even when she says: “Look at me.”

Look at me

Our staring contest ended abruptly
 when she walked over to me
 "Do you like anything you see?"
 I answered casually
 that I was I wasn't able to see
 everything clearly
 "If you wanna change that, come with me"
 I followed her carefully
 What was she about to show me?
 From there on: one big fantasy
 turned into reality
 She shouted at me
 that I better behave accordingly
 I wasn't allowed to close those eyes of me
 She wabted to see
 how I reached total ecstasy
 "Goddamn, look at me!"
 How we lay next to each other after that, it was so contrastingly
 with all the action that took place previously
 She said gently:
 "Next time try to do it differently
 Try to look at me
 Constantly'"
 Round two came shortly
 I again failed miserably
 Closing my eyes in the moment of ecstasy
 I just said: "Sorry"
 She laughed quietly
 and said softly:
 "Eventually
 you'll be looking at me
 in your moment of ecstasy"